apropo…
it was probably the slowest demolition of a building in Berlin. a long decay with a high amount of public discussion throughout and still. i comfort myself with being informed, that before realising the rather strange idea of building a replica of the barock Berliner Schloss, this ground will be planted with some soft green grass, for us the “people”, to lay down on during the next summer and bitch the hell out of some decisions makers in this town.
about Palast der Republik

being nostalgic, in Berlin, is a tricky game. to those who don’t know, in this town, you just blink, and an old building is replaced with a new one. a “desert” gap between 2 houses is filled with block made out of glass. so you walk by, look at it, and try to remember what was there before. was it this pizza place? a club? a squad?
very typical here, to get caught between wanting things to progress, be more established, to see more trade in the street, more working places – and the will to keep things as they are now… or used to be: the open spaces, the cheap lofts, the squads, the so-called “alternative subculture”, and mostly the freedom from being slave to 3 jobs that will pay your rent. this town sometimes makes things so ’laid-back’ that you wouldn’t move your ass to anything but a minimal techno beat in an after-hour party. comfortable indeed. and i’m not cynical.
i mean, i dont believe that the man was born to work. i think i at least was born to have fun. but regarding looking back…. i don’t feel at ease taking part in the nostalgia party. it’s just too obvious to do. as if we all bound to be 63 and think that things are just ‘not as good as they used to be’. lame.
so here’s a conflict: you feel sad not finding that house that was standing there until what seemed to be yesterday. you taught yourself to look forward… but can’t help not feeling a victim of the ’system’. you are defeated. you think you should go, start that company, be a shark yourself… or rather just grab a decent techno party while the scene lasts.
or just do both.. ;)